It is not that as a man I want - to lie.
It is that sometimes - it seems the only way to get to the thing I want - is to lie.
It is like I spend my whole life trying not to lie, to rise above, to earn - to the point where honesty is a relief - the purest water I can drink.
And so I see this photo and ask myself - what lies can I tell you?
I wonder - would I know my own lies?
I ask - would my honesty be another lie that cloaks my desire - that buries one layer deeper the truth - about the thing I want?
I’m curious - what of her lies? Would I care?
The truth lies beyond the veil - to know the truth is to admit the veil itself is a lie - and not to care.
-ryder
(Thank you Vendela)Even this goofy redhead has a dark side. Here I am dressed up as my alter ego superhero, “Vendela the Impaler.” My superpower? I make women squirm and quiver with orgasmic ecstasy until they reveal their deepest secrets to me! I had some real fun after this photo shoot with the photographer’s assistant, Christy. The year was 1999. I still have the outfit…
It is not that as a man I want - to lie. It is that sometimes - it seems the only way to get to the thing I want - is to...